I did something awful. Or nearly.
Felt so horrible I nearly forced myself to have an all-out binge so that I could punish myself for having an all-out binge.
I nearly burst into tears in front of the Chief cos I felt overwhelmed.
Felt like there was no point to whatever point there might have been anymore.
Then Chief said, "I think you should take Friday off."
I knew December would be a great month...