Friday, May 22, 2009

Cool it

I very much dislike feeling vulnerable.

Am feeling vulnerable because I don't feel as adept at protecting myself.

For example, in the event some idiot one bumps into my bad arm in a cramped LRT, while before I would give the person a good shove with my once dominant arm, now I can only throw an internal tantrum and wish that someone else would avenge me and step on their big, smelly feet.

When I feel vulnerable and am without Sir Gallahad, Lancelot and Arthur (with horse) to protect me I get tetchy, cranky, moody. Irrationally malicious.

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